“This is not some cry for help, it’s goodbye, I wish you well. Because I love you, I’m gonna kill myself.” Lyrics from the song Kill Myself by Tim McGraw. Especially fitting today.
No, I’m not going to kill myself. Don’t go calling the authorities. I have no intentions of self-harm. I am quitting Tumblr though. At least for the time being. This has been a long time coming, and today finally pushed me over the edge.
I don’t understand how some people can be so hypocritical. I don’t understand why it is ok to write whatever mean things you want about me on your blog under the guise of vague passive-aggressiveness, but certain people want to throw posts that I wrote six months ago back in my face and judge me by them. I hate that I can’t be honest, write what I feel, whenever I want without worrying that it is going to be used against me. I’m tired of the harassment.
I’m not going to deactivate my account. I don’t want to risk losing my blog name. I don’t care if people find what I have written in the past. They are my words and thoughts and to erase them completely implies that I am ashamed of them, and I am not.
If you are someone that I care about, you know how to contact me. I’m not changing my Kik information. I’m not changing my number. I just won’t be posting anymore.
Nothing like looking up an old ex on facebook and him wearing an Eagles hat in his profile picture to let you know that you made the right decision.
(Source: mydarlingwhispers)
Asked by transplantednortherner
The craziest thing I have ever done? In college I was “protest girl”. I followed one of the fraternity boys around and we protested everything of random importance. There were sit-ins, signs, crashing Student Council meetings, and some illegal stuff that we never got caught for. It was a crazy year and a half :)
Asked by transplantednortherner
I’m actually ashamed to admit that I don’t read many newspapers. I get most of my news from online media sources like Yahoo news and way too much of it from social networking sites like Twitter.
I made a big mistake today that may affect my immediate future. It may change the life I have been living recently in a significant manner. It may trigger a depressive state. However, thank God, I will get over it. I am glad to have avoided something that I would not be able to get over for the rest of my life.
If you give someone else the power to turn you into a grumpus then you’ve given them too much power. Let their bad attitude be their own problem.
She convinced him to leave me.